YUMINNNN

i had to blog, regardless of anybody patronising this blog of mine or not. i had to? or i think i'll go mad. lol -.-

right.lets blog about ytd?hm.pr came to my place after playing ball w my sister.shes one crazy chick w two stomachs.yea but thats normal aye?i think my sister has 3. -.- she played my jenga truth/dare& uno madness.craziness lol.managed to get a little work done. and i realised i havent been doing emath. maybe cus of the b3 i got?no distinction?sigh..
whatever.


kay.my scalp hurts.dont get me wrong, i wash my hair everyday. :l and my index finger hurts like !$*&!&$@ dammit.i cant even type well.gotta get to the docs soon.hm.
i went hysterical ytd :) okay, barely.but yea..something rather major happened?and i just shook like crazy.as in my whole body was shaking?not like those in cold or anything but it was just nuts..
popped in one panadol extra and felt tonnes better.hm and between 1-2am i was hoping for a laptop with wireless connection cus i was dying to blog?i dunno just had a strong urge to.i had so much to say then.now i just cant think much.

slept at almost 2 and woke at 4plus to pee :l then couldnt sleep until 5. and woke at around 9?crazy shit.


have you ever been on the edge of things..?like whatever youre about to do will change everything, for ever?forever/eternity is bullshit.things like saying 'im gonna love you forever', 'eternal love', 'till the end of time'. is crap.
and what happens next?you guys quarrel cus of some rather absurd stuffs.and then you breakup everything between the both of you.
where was the forever? freaking bull.

alright,im trying to find some crap to blog about.but now i cant think of anything.had thought about going on a hiatus for a few months?get everything done right and stop coming online.maybe just updating for the sake of keeping my blog?maybe..
its hard to type with a flat right index finger.its so *@*&#!^**&!^-ing painful.
am thinking of putting up a webcounter to see who are those sneaks who come to my blog,read without me knowing it.indulging yourself in whats going on in my personal life,aye?
damn i cant type anymore.this finger thing is killing me.

Kelly Clarkson - Behind These Hazel Eyes


Seems like just yesterday
You were a part of me
I used to stand so tall
I used to be so strong
Your arms around me tight
Everything, it felt so right
Unbreakable, like nothin' could go wrong
Now I can't breathe
No, I can't sleep
I'm barely hanging on

Here I am, once again
I'm torn into pieces
Can't deny it, can't pretend
Just thought you were the one
Broken up, deep inside
But you won't get to see the tears I cry
Behind these hazel eyes

I told you everything
Opened up and let you in
You made me feel alright
For once in my life
Now all that's left of me
Is what I pretend to be
So together, but so broken up inside
'Cause I can't breathe
No, I can't sleep
I'm barely hangin' on

Here I am, once again
I'm torn into pieces
Can't deny it, can't pretend
Just thought you were the one
Broken up, deep inside
But you won't get to see the tears I cry
Behind these hazel eyes

Swallow me then spit me out
For hating you, I blame myself
Seeing you it kills me now
No, I don't cry on the outside
Anymore...

Here I am, once again
I'm torn into pieces
Can't deny it, can't pretend
Just thought you were the one
Broken up, deep inside
But you won't get to see the tears I cry
Behind these hazel eyes

Here I am, once again
I'm torn into pieces
Can't deny it, can't pretend
Just thought you were the one
Broken up, deep inside
But you won't get to see the tears I cry
Behind these hazel eyes

posted by yumin :D @ 10:56 AM